开心？逃避？

很久很久没有写blog了，我想应该有一年了。。
当我不开心时，不知道如何表达自己感觉时，部落格就是我的天地了。。

我开心吗？我不开心吗？
我好像已经没有这种感觉了。。

我好像在逃避某些事情，但是逃避是正确的吗？
有时逃避的事情会出现在我的眼前。。

cry?trouble?

i vry easily feel wana cry n trouble recently...
tis kind of feel cum faster,over oso faster bt it wil make me feel suffer when the feeling were cuming...
aiks...long tm din hv tis kind of feel le...
duno y wil lk tat...who cn tel me?
OMG!!!!HELP ME PLS....

he change himself...

Duno when started,he change himself....
he dn lk me slp at night...when i slp sudenly,he wil angry n scold me in the nxt day...
lst tm he nt lk tat d...
when i say i wan acc him,he say dun wan bt nxt minit sms me agn n say(u din treat me as ur lao gong,dun cal me lao gong)...aiks...me reli wana bcum CRAZY le...
i duno y he owis look bek the ting hv over,dun look 2 future...jz owis angry last tm the wrong tat i hv do....i doing the ting 4 him d,he cant c anymore le...
he reli change mani n mani...make me feel heartbreak le...
i feel cant TAHAN le...suffer~~

suffering days...

SUFFERING?PRESURE?
yup...tis few days i oso feel lk tis...
my bf owis quarrel wif me...
i duno y he cant 4gt all bout the ting hv pass..
make me feel presure,unhapi,suffering evyday...
evyday oso lk tat,i reli wil feel sot d....
evyday i tum him bt he oso wont 4gv me d....
jz wil make him more pek chek,myself more fan n unhapi...
wana cry bt cant cry out....
haiz....OMG...pls help me..i dun wan tis kind of life er...